Pen and Paper in hand, I wrote down all the variables, current state, drew a time line, jotted down the priorities and the constraints and started working on the flowcharts. After 2 hours what did I figure out? Not a great way to plan your life.
This is the latest painting I have made. This is probably the first abstract art I have made.
I guess there might be other ways to interpret it. However, this is my interpretation:
When you are with me..
I feel wind in my hair..
sun shining in the sky,
bubbles in my heart..
a fluttering butterfly.
I see no color..
feel their vibrance on my skin,
feel the calm of nothingness..
somewhere deep within.
Everything feels dreamy..
it is all surreal,
I am blind to the world..
I can only feel.
P.S: I am aware there is no word like “vibrance”. I just like the way it sounds. Much like Shakespeare I like to invent words 😀 . Also, there is reflection of the window on the glass frame, hence this photo of the painting is not that great ( the painting looks much better, me thinks 😀 )
“It is nice meeting you”, i tell him..
he asks “how nice..”
“My heart is filled with bliss
and my tummy butterflies..”
“See what i got for you” he says
“check in my bag what lies..”
I answer as sweet I can..
“Sheer your presence would suffice”
“I have with me calm of your heart
and end of all your sighs..
I bring joy with me,
I am happiness in disguise..”
I wonder at my luck ..
I look at him with surprise
Take a minute to believe it all
and thank him for the precious prize..
“Promise me you wont go”,
I say tears in my eyes..
He looks at me,
takes my hands and smiles..
“I am here to stay.. my darling..
Until the end of days arrives..”
Read this somewhere:
Don’t Ever Give up If You Still Want to try,
Don’t Ever Wipe Your Tears If You Still Want to cry.
Don’t Ever Settle for an Answer If You Still Want to know.
Don’t Ever Say You Don’t Love Him If You Can’t Let Him Go.
Disclaimer: This work is a piece of fiction. 😀
The Fallen Leaf
June 19, 2010
It’s been a week since I saw him last. It seems like yesterday. I remember how he looked. He wore that blue shirt I absolutely love. His hair was all messy, he had not slept all night. I could tell by the way he looked at me that something was terribly wrong. His brown eyes were filled with concern. My heart couldn’t bear that look. Sure, I had seen that look before but it was never this serious. I kept trying to ask him, “What’s wrong baby?” He wouldn’t tell me. He just kept looking at me, holding me in his hands.
June 21, 2010
I lie down here, falling on and off sleep. Without him, life is meaningless. I am a fallen leaf, an empty vase. I feel as if my heart would collapse, as if this darkness will engulf me.
June 23, 2010
It all started when we decided to take the next big step in our relationship. These things are never easy. But I knew I could trust him. I loved him. And I knew, he loved me. Nothing could go wrong. But it did. I don’t blame him. I know in my heart, he must have tried his best to save me. It’s just that sometimes life is not fair.
June 24, 2010
I worry for him. He must be lost without me. There has not been a single day in the past 2 years that he did not meet me, did not hold me in his arms.
June 26, 2010
I miss him. I don’t care what happened, anymore. I am ready to forget it all. If only he would come back. If only I could hear his voice once more, feel his touch around me. If only things would go back to being the way they were.
June 28, 2010
I opened my eyes, and there he was! Oh! He looked so amazing. His face glowed and his eyes glittered. How dearly I love him! How his touch gives meaning to my very essence. “I missed you so much! I knew you would come back for me.” I said.
He looked at me like he had never seen me before, like I was the most beautiful thing in the world. He stared at me lovingly, held me in his hands, and told me how much he missed me. “Thank god! Finally! I managed to boot you up! I am so sorry! I will never try to install windows on you ever again!“, He said.
“I love you baby, no matter what..” I told him.
He picked me up in his arms and headed towards home.